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Trust yourself, darling.
If you don't feel it then you don't have to feel it. You don't have to go for something that you don't want just because there's an opportunity. That being said, don't pass up an opportunity. Go for it.
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I know you hate yourself sometimes, Emily. It's probably something you will always struggle with. But sometimes you are so happy and you know that you are great. It is times when you are in doubt where you have to be strong. Trust yourself. You know what you're doing.